Thursday, November 12, 2009
Those who take joy at your sorrow, are enemies. Those who take joy at your joy, are friends.Those who take sorrow at your sorrow, are those that you should keep into your heart.
I just suddenly realised right, that I immediately thought of a handful of 'friends' that took joy at my sorrow. But naturally, I wouldnt take them as my enemy. Who in this world enjoys arguements? Argument, being the worst sort of conversation, should be prevented if able to.
Since these days my confusion and problems lies within family and friends, hence resulting in this long post.
如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離 你只要跨出第1步I am this kind of person. Maybe, at the end, I might just come to realise that taking too many steps ahead and caring too much probably isnt the best solution. You know right, two good friends, doesnt necessarily has to have endless topics to talk about, laugh about, gossip about, but is when together, even not talking, it just wouldnt feel awkward or embarrassed.
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步
How many of this kind of feelings would you exactly have? Even the word believe also has a lie hidden in the middle, can you believe that they arent lying.?
I'll just say this honestly, I might be an introvert, but still, I want others to respect my privacy and wouldnt intrude into it. Without understanding, I hope they wouldnt try to make sentences with hidden intentions in between. I am not dumb either, I know what youre saying.
All I want is that I hope they'll stop forcing me to become a girl with two faces, many masks, or whatever you call it. It wasnt my intention to be.
And I'm dead sick about all my secrets. When people are bound to expose them. Like what I said, they find joy in my sorrow, thats downright sadistic. Im trying my best here alright, give me a chance, lets end this.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
School was boring. It kept raining. Then because of various reasons, I think Im super confused now. This is bad. Hai .. Well, I hope people who think about it before they say or do something. We cant anyhow based on one's opinion and then set a judgement. Oh well, today was bad maybe .
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
{♥}JoeyLam; My baobei :]
Not a bad day, I would say . Class today like very hardworking eh, some abit sleepy mood though. I was so freaking tired, slept less than five hours everyday because seriously , pity the extra emaths students who are unfortunately in the extra amaths remedial, for example me, who has to chiong Dunearn papers and then realise there is another CHIJ paper to do, and then realise again that there is still trigo homework, matrices homework and chemistry to do . 可怜 right. Yeah quite lah.
Well, I rushed to complete my matrices homework in class just now, so great, there's one less homework to do. Then teachers happily add some more. Lol, amazing. All in all, today I thought was going to be dreamy and long for me, but it was fine, at least because remedial ended at around 2.30pm. And I lied ! I lied to Mrs See that I finished the whole Amaths paper! I was shocked like hell when she asked me, so I just stupidly nod my head. And then when I realised, I quickly shake my head agn, Lol, she didnt catch that.
Whole day want to sleep for while also cannot. Bunch of people around that are bound to wake me up once I slightly rest my head on the table. Awhile tickle me, awhile use pen poke me, awhile suddenly knock my table so loudly or just disturbing my sleep. Give up , Lol .
Went minimart after school awhile, slacked with friends then headed for hsh. I learnt to make instant noodles with a microwave oven. How cool .
Monday, November 9, 2009
Better than average day today. At least because there wasnt supp class. I like that alot. :DActually very much wanted to go home straight and rot for awhile, too tired yo, but Joey baobei dragged me there. Fun fun fun. Bubble in playground and camwhored a little. Ate at mcd and chatted about some real funny stuff together with Sophia and Yvonne. Funny things we chatted about. Remember to wear clothes and close door people , regardless of what you're doing. :]
In a very hungry mood, Idk why. ._.
Blog lag sia, cannot upload, tmrw lah .
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Not that I dont want to stay happy , Happiness just doesnt want to stay with me
:C
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Im finally here to update. I bet nobody is even bothering to update their blogs. No choice, after exams wont have any more time, I would be busy playing. Now not busy studying, because tomorrow is my Amaths paper 2. I wouldnt want to blog is I can find something to vent my anger on. Im super super angry now, because again, God let me see the ugliest side of human kinds again. Seriously, what the hell is your problem.?
Why are you against me but acting like youre not? This is worse because youre treating me so nicely in school, and then when I find out the truth, do you not know the hurt would be doubled. Im not trying to snatch away anyone from you. If you can, why dont you prevent the person from being snatched away. You know what.? I think youre just desperate for attention from everyone, but pretend like you dont care.
I am not stupid either. I can see whats happening. Youre taking great lengths just to make sure that person still has their eyes on you. Okay okay fine, do whatever you want. So what if Im not, your arent too.
Just please stop acting innocent. I give up, I withdraw, are you happy now .? I never want to talk to you again, just leave me alone .
